O Allah, You have ordered and forbade me, but I disobeyed you. If you pardon, then You will have given a favor. But if you punish, You will not have done injustice.
—Muhammad b. al-Munkadir as he wept before he died
(Az-Zahru al-Fa-i’h, p.91)
(Read on pg 83, Abdul-Malik bin Muhammad ibn Abdul Rahman Al-Qasim, Silent Moments: The Description of Before & After Death Aspects. Darussalam Publishers. Riyadh:2004.)